ONE

Today marks one

Oh how I wanted a boy

Mommy's little boy 

How I would have taught you to be kind

To be caring 

To be confident 

To be as wonderful as your father

Zade, a name I fell in love with 

Dance moves that I'll remember for a lifetime 

And when I held you in my arms

The world melted 

There was nothing more precious 

Nothing more important 

Everything was okay, because I had you in my arms

I long for that feeling 

I know that nothing can replace it

All that is in my control now, is your honor 

To keep your memory alive 

To cherish our bond 

Lighting a candle 

Letting go of an orange balloon 

Watching the sun set 

Taking a deep breath 

Hosting a toy drive 

All in your name 

All for you, my Son 

It's not about my journey 

It's about yours 

Up in the clouds 

I'll continue to search for you in all that I do 

I'll continue to talk about you for as long as I live 

Until we meet again 

Until we meet again my Son

I love to the stars and beyond 

I love you my Star Child

I love you Zade